Fasting

So, I belong to an online group with wonderful women from many different religious backgrounds. The topic of fasting has been brought up a time or two, and I was curious, but I was afraid to say something.... because I know NOTHING about fasting. Well, except that you don't eat, but I know there's more to it than that! Lately, there have been some issues in my personal life that have led me to be more selfish and say *gasp* hateful things. I know everyone does it, but I don't like the mood I'm left in afterwards. I feel like I get all snappy and bitter, and I do not like it. I've been trying to reason with myself, but to no avail. Yes, I've had full conversations where I try to tell myself that I'm being unreasonable about X situation or another, but in the end, I'm still grumpy.

Anyway, the topic of fasting came up again today, and today was the day I spoke up. I was directed to this website, and I was pleasantly surprized by how informative it was. There are even biblical references. The author talks about several different types of fasts and even a 40 day fast! I'm not ready for that yet, but we will be fasting on Sunday. If you would like to join us, we are praying for all the families involved in international adoption. Some regions are not processing dossiers right now, and that leaves some families just waiting - for who knows how long.... This could have been us! So, now I pray that the regions will either re-open or that the families in the adoption community can get some actual news instead of the "nothing new" report they have been getting for the past few weeks. I will also be praying for a more patient and forgiving heart. I am hoping that through prayer and fasting, I will arrive at a more calm place.